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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Where do you go after Camelot?

Went to "Biggest Loser" ... they wanted money to join. Been there, done that.

Went to "My Daily Plate" ... they wanted money to join. Not gonna do it.

I've paid hundreds and thousands of dollars on weight loss. I cannot justify paying more money. I am through paying for "friends". Kimmer ruined me on that one. I'm still bitter. I miss my friends. I miss the excitement. I miss the confidence and the joy and the fun. I looked forward to entering my journal/diary; I looked forward to seeing how everyone else was doing; I loved getting to know other people from across the country (and across the ocean). It is gone. I hope that Heidi Diaz is stopped and has to reap what she has sown. She has NO CLUE how her deception has hurt others.

I feel lost. I'm slowly gaining. I grasping at every weight loss thought and wondering what diet plan I can "recycle" and get back into gear. I am once again spending way to many brain cells thinking about food & diet. My size 8's no longer fit. I'm back into the 10's. AND there isn't anything larger so if I can't do something I'm going to be in trouble. Everyday is a struggle to get up and get out the door. Everyday is a challenge to face the world, while inside I am feeling like a failure and so out of control.

I'm waiting for the next thing. I am stumbling in the dark looking for the switch to turn the light on. I know the room, but it's been rearranged.

4 comments:

2BIG said...

thank yiou for your efforts to help let the world know about the scam of kimmer and kimkins.com

I hope you find a place where you can feel safe and encouraged in your low carb journey. Kimkins has ripped apart many many friendships made in the low carb community.

BamaGal said...

Just wanted to show you some love....

KK as affected so many people in ways they never thought imaginable.

There are some really good health sites out there---SparksPeople comes to mind

a smaller place is a community called Fat Secret---

best wishes...

Kimkins Scam

Becky said...

Hello, friend.

I just looked into your blog, and read this heartfelt post. I wish I could give you a hug!

Many feel as you do. The Kimkins saga is more than fraud, more than health hazard --- it is cyber assault.

We have been violated, and it will be a while before we feel safe and whole again.

But it will happen.

God is good, and life goes on.

And you are not alone.

Sherrie said...

Regandy I never followed kimkins but in a little way I know how you feel in regards to looking forward to your journal, what was lost and being violated etc

A couple of years ago our forum was hacked and we lost lots of stuff, I lose my diary I had since 2002 which I also had almost my entire last pregnancy recorded in it and it had my entire weight loss journey, everything and poof it was gone. A lot of us lost our diaries that day a long with other parts of us through various threads that went poof. What happenned was a week before I had my baby our forum was hacked because the owners never kept their software up to date and only had incomplete backups so most of the forum was lost for good.

It was very sad. Anyway I hope that has all picked up for you.